Why does God always to decide to take the best 1's 1st? Thoughts are with you at this time and your wife would be very proud of you carrying her name on and trying to help others who have been in the same situation.
Nice post m8 as it gives others time to reflect.
I lost my Mum 10 years ago this month to cancer she was a young 62. It devistated us and i still think of her daily.
Time does ease the pain Paul as does doing the charity work you do.
Your a great fella m8 and miriam will be watching over you with pride.